Somedays I still wake up and feel like dying. Actually almost every day.
I thought my depression was getting better. Not worse.
May 22, 2012
May 14, 2012
May 10, 2012
These are the thoughts that are in my head 24/7
- I’m so alone.
- Even when I’m with friends, I feel alone.
- This loneliness is killing me.
- Why can’t somebody just actually like me?
- Do my friends even care about me?
- Who would go to my funeral if I died?
- I wish I was better at my job.
- Girls never tell me I’m attractive.
- What is my reason for even being alive?
- I have a phone but I only get an average of 4 texts a day. if that.
- Does my medicine actually help me?
- How much longer do I have to be alone?
- What the fuck is up with my brain this year?
May 9, 2012
May 8, 2012
I started my new medicine this week. I feel amazing besides the fact that it keeps me awake until 3 am every night
I don’t want to haunt you, I just want to grieve. I don’t want to haunt you, I just want to leave.
